Gabriel

I realize that I need Gabriel to be happy. Nothing would be the same with out him. I spent Monday night at his house and he spent Tuesday and Wednesday night here. Well since he left 8am on thanksgiving i have talked to him a total of ten minutes. Which is totally understandable he is with family. I just miss him. I fell asleep after he left Thursday and when i woke up i rolled over to tell him something and he wasn't there and it fell truly saddening and strange. After being with him for 4 days i was so used to him being there that it almost hurt for him not to be there. I have felt that way since. That shows how much in really need him. I guess now I'm really thankful for all the things he does.. He is my superman fully and truly. And what can i say I'm madly in love with him with every fiber of my being. When hes near me I'm whole and when hes gone i miss him deeply. I love him oh so much and though he'll probably never read this i hope he knows how thankful i am and how much i love him. Together forever. There is no other option.